Friday, July 12, 2019

Poems/Dikt by Thomas Eidsaa - Norwegian and English


All of these poems/songs are raw and unedited. Hope you like them.


1 En operasangers død: em gm am fm
          Am                                    F                       Gm                        Em
På et røykteppe av hvitt mellom verdnene grå. En tåkefull stillhet av spøkelsesskygger. Uendelig saler av kontrastens ensomhet. Nepstøvet harpe i fabelens barokk.
Kneblede sjeler med falske lys. Ensomme tanker som falt utfor stupet. Fragmenter består som de levende skår. Men skjøre som glimmer inn i mørket forsvinner.

Chrorus:
Cm                              Dm                Gm                                      Am
Fallen er stjernen i en tørsteløs sjø. Speilbildets skjønnhet i det grumsede vann. Vandringens smerte ifra lyset til mørke. Til podiet tapt i en operasangs død.

Sekunder har flyktet bort i minutter. Alt og ingenting når aldri slutten. Hvirvlende timer i kaosets vind. Der tomheten uler imot tidens rop.
Nedbøyd i svart er en anspent kunstner. Krittet hans skriker frem tyste lepper. Falske fasader fra en utbrent Sol. Sluknende ild fra en røyktaus strupe.

Chorus

Knitrende latter fra det sprukkne smil. Sangen som drukknet i glemslens stillhet. Fjes av smerte ifra oppskårne minner. Avstandens brann som en bitende kulde.
Fra bakerste benk fremfor tankens hav. Iblandt rungende brøl, og den tystnende skodde. I kontrastens fengsel flakker lyset om mørke. Hvor hvileløse øyne møter bølgene kalde.



2 Save us o God  - Ref dm am e  am - Verse c e am c e am

Prelude....

Chorus:
Dm                                  Am                         E  
Save us o God from the evil ones, from the dusk of the
                         Am
storm, from the dangers of war

Save us o god from the evil ones from the darkness of the void


C                                 Am   C                                   Am  e am
In the end theres only one, seated on the throne (of old)
far beyond the starry song, the seven mountainpeaks so cold

Chorus

behind the veil of space and time, forever cherubims will cry,
above the grasp of human mind, so protect us from the lie

Holy judger of the  orders, causeway of the fallen
Revelation in us you gave cause in your image we are callen.

Chorus

In the end theres is only one king, ancient fundaments of stone
open up your eyes you bride and sing, at the cross he was made known,

oh become one with heavens song, see the workings of his throne,
from the abyss its foundation has grown, heavens mountain gate peaks alone,

Chorus

.............................
3 Dagen Gryr

Gm                           C          Gm
Et solskinnsbarn I månens favn
Gm         H/B        C             F       Gm
Hvisker dagen gryr det eldgamle folk
Fra eikeblad hvisker alvelands savn
En lengsels sorg gitt av visdommens ravn

Mot nye strid vi kjøper tid
Gjennom evighet kjemper for frihet
Mot herlighet på sky å ri
(Bort) fra Ragnarok, den siste strid

Til Valhalla, fra tordenskral
Vi glemte ord talt fra fordums sal
Fra alvers sorgdans av skyggenes fall
Vi ble fanget her i tidens skall

(Men) når nye strand er farget rødt av vann
Havet vaskes bort de dødes sand
Når stjernens sang, nattens glødende rand
sier sol stå opp fri det eldste folk

.....


4 Time change
Piano/guitar G Dm Em/Am F (or Dm, Gm, Em, Am) Chorus: G A F E
G                          Dm         Am
Cause times and seasons change.
       F                     (Am)
Will I be free again?
  


6 Super deathchrist v2000 o beta`s hymn

Verse g em bm a Chorus em b g f rep

Chorus:
em         bm           em

f                                am

dm                                       bm

em
....

Care
em gm am fissm
Chorus
G                  Fissm                  Em
my heart has stopped and my throat is dry
G                      Am                  Em
i´ve smoked to much always getting high
            F      Hm(bissm) Am 
thrown out of school that wasnt cool
D         G                         F      Em
I failed everywhere but I didnt care
G                      Fissm        Em
cause I met no girl had no heart to share
Em        Fissm         Em
begone torment left alone

Em                    Gm
even though im depressed
           Am      Fissm        
i´ill be like the rest
ive tried
i cannot run and hide

even though im alone
although ive never shone
ill try
cause time´s passing by

ive felt many a tears
a hundred lonesome year
falling
never heard them calling

from so long ago
arriving at the show
to tired
fading every night

lonesome sun again
the sleeping never end
begone
they fucked me all along

shattered broken pride
we´re hiding from the light
thats gone
ill never be the one

What to say or do
i´ll never be known to you
alone
prowling, so alone

even though im depressed
and my heart ripps through my chest
ill die
never having said goodbye

they´re laughing as he goes
they´re stepping on his toes
cruel world
in which he´s hurled

they never cared
they never stopped
what the fuck
eternal mock

I never had friends
they never called
so gay
I threw it all away

the feelings have stopped
a shameless heart
filled up
so bad I wanna.. puke!

(take off)

...

7 Never belong
gm em gm em gm em d a/cm
en gang til
f g am f g em

Chorus
again I felt like I´ll never belong
again I felt like I´ll never escape
and that is why i´m writing this song
cause my heart´s are all raped

There came a day I walked away
cause everyone else had led me astray
and once again i´m gone, alone
out to the woods, away from my home

the thunder cracked, and my heart was sacked
lonesome, lost in a fucking shack
out by myself i thought they would leave
instead they came on the wind as their steed

up from the earth and out through the sky
my heartfelt issues they sacked as I cried
who then came, like a ghost to the woods
I heard a wind, but saw no hoods
what they then spoke, I never can tell
all I´ll say is I wanted to yell
but silence was all i could muster that time
and I made it out, i survived - to drink wine

Everything that begins will end
eternity now is where I´ll spend
regretting I just could´t speek those words
that blew me right off the chart with hurts

I learned we do what is echoes of woe
Forgotten winds of the misteltoe
What love there was left now left from my chest
I walked back alone, I will never be home



...


8 Family
Mor og du far, du er jo så rar
og ingen her vet at jeg er no til kar
for dere er jo to tustete bukker
jeg ser det hver dag, og med hjertet jeg sukker
og mamma ser ei at jeg hjelpen må ha
men aldri hun gjør noe, nei for aldri hun sa
at nå må du hvile, og hør nå på meg
fortell meg nå alt hva ditt hjerte vil sei
nei aldri de hørte, ei sa, eller lo
de alltid alvorlige var begge to
sure og gretne ja slik som min bror
jeg la meg, og de krangler enda som i kor

ti tusen ganger jeg elsket, jeg klaget, og begget
men for antikrist, var jeg en enslig som sægget
jeg møtte i med krist det som brant som en kvist
for vinn om forsvinn, men du kunne blitt stinn
hva er jeg for deg, jeg som mistet selv meg

hvilke venner jeg har, ingen ringer meg snar
herren gir, herren tar, men de ingen mar
de ser på meg som dyr, ødela, bringer styr
misbruker koning, ja han kristi til soning
kjøpte ei doning, forkrøplet no boling
til en ynkis de støpte, i byste meg svøpte
som om falt jeg var død, se men himmelen rød
for er mørkest da sol, stiger opp hanen gol
så det vinn eller svinn, ta det opp, drikk litt gin
de sa gav meg en ring, nei et skrømt er en sin
tror du mor er så heit, synes mor d dæ leit
at min mage er feit, som syndig ei geit

...


9 To the end

Chorus:
when I die, it will be the sound of my voice
all will sing hyms, my own songs and rejoice
forever remembered ever loved as the true
and maybe they´ll always bear hatred to you

I´m afraid that you die without me beeing the one
and perhaps you´ll regret all the things you have done
but ill rise out of the grave and perhaps not alone
like a beautiful bird and not some damn hound

you gave me no courtesy, just a horrible cell
I always was silent and my hate couldnt yell
i never knew it was you in there that shape
and death be the birth of my song as you faint

you always thought you were nice and so cool
but your evil hearts i have felt you`re a fool
and so cursed be you all who would curse Israel
you gave me the unlife, now I´ll be damn you like hel

(youre not my family, and you¨re not my granpa
not anymore you shitty fucking evil wolf
a howling demon go escape this world
try find peace there´ll be none for you)


...

1 Lonesome driver of the lost


A                    C#
He´s waiting
B                    C#
at the crossroad
A                    C#
in a lonesome
F#               A
forgotten past


He waiting
at the crossroad
in a lonesome
forgotten past

Hes a prophet
of the morning
charm the girls
shitty fucked up heart

He´s walking
in the darkness
alone
with all the smart

And his headdress
no longer made of
that lost
forgotten pride

so alone
that burrowed darkness
Popping up
his hearts last fight


sail thereof
to hearts lost seaside
I´ve been searching
for a lost chart

from afar
longing for the good sun
to arrive
but all hail the fart



he´s lasting
but he wanna be gone
so alone
no longer some

Hes left alone,
in the darkness
he became
a fucking swift ass swan

He is shunned
is a jizzing bum
drinking rum
from a lost drum

Chorus

Lonesome driver of the lost
in the seaside of all frost
coming from that shitty call
gonna free and save us all

Not often highways
little ladies
gonna save our prides
forgotten life.


...

2 Jellyfish. Seaside sounds, seagulls osv, guitar, bongodrum perhaps a harp, violin and a flute?


     Dm               G                  Am                                           (Em Am)
Im feeling like a jellyfish with stinging arms lost in the sea
a lonesome man no guiding hand longing for the sun to see
he´s wishing all his life away, he´s hoping they would set me free
going far deep under with my tentacles all stretched out in sea

Chorus
Cm                    Am                      CmAmCm                          G7            E    Am
He´s floating in vast darkness so deep, the abyss seams so very, very steep
He´s floating there forever more, he cannot walk to settle the score i weep
He cannot see, a plancton is he, a big one yes but never free - alone
The sun still shines he knows it not, he cannot whine, a dot alone in the sea

above me theres a lovely day beyond that blue vast sea of emotions
I´m following the current and I´m burrowing my heart with solutions
luring all the fishes to my beauty colored braids of my hair
while the sun above me stings my tentacles stings more - just as fair

Some chords n a litte progressive bridge with some bongodrums which then fades


...


3 Wild child

Chorus
den ville kveld bar med seg en skatt
en uhørt røst den i den kalde natt
ble båret hen ut i morgengry
på englers vinger hans sjel måtte fly

En vakker morgen idet fuglene sang
i sommers varme det var en gang
en venn av meg skulle starte et band
han skulle synge for kristiansand

vi skålet og feiret for han hadde just flyttet
fra gale foreldre, på ham aldri lyttet
og freden han fant samme natt han forsvant
jeg håper det er sant at Guden ham vant

du gjorde selv alt fet grunnarbeid,
og mekket et studio så raskt i en fei
og alle sørget for din sjel som så gikk
når du aldri oppfylle dine drømmers strev fikk


du måtte på vei til et lysere land
men var alltid grei her i kristiansand
alltid du smilte, og jentene dånet
du herjet, du levde, og alltid du rånet

trist, så trist du farte bort den kveld
vi skulle så gjerne ha sagt deg farvel
leit, så leit at du måtte dra selv
vi leve vil for deg tusen takk likevel

...


4 Last time of our life

Chorus
we´ll never be able to sing or play that song
but we sung together the night you died too young
we´ll never be able to fucking hit that bong
I finished your song, I´m sad it took me too long

Verses
We´ll never be able to see each other again
and you even honored me as your best friend
that was before our friendship grew cold
but then i met you the night your eyes rolled

you never got up on that following day,
there were many things that i wanted to say
we blessed you all night, and you went on your way
and now you must rest, in your grave ever lay

We´ll never be able to laugh again
I allways remember your face my friend
we had some good times, but rememberance is sad
especially when I heard your dad went mad

i planted a tree, as i promised to you
to set you free, cause my promise was true
may you live forever in the blossoming shade
of the forest of elves where your gravestone is laid

i remember you always when i smoke that joint
where we played together at our meetingpoint
i´ve missed to call a good friend like you
may you forever fly under skies so blue

RIP Cato
rest in peace brother!
Forever friends -
may your memory be blessed

...


5 Lonely heart

Chorus
a lonesome beaten broken heart
will take it´s place it´s time to start
I shared no dream, I walked alone
I never cared, I never shone

A thousand miles a lonely road
I always prayed, my hands were fold
I kissed the earth, I loved the skies
but time would pass, it left me by

no love for me, I came to believe
I hated myself, my life aint free
I walked away, my eyes can´t see
I will regret, and never bee

I said goodbye, my heart was fried
I went away, to run and hide
I found a place to stay and shook
that tent while you just ran amuck

I met you there, the sandy shore
a jewish girl, I longed for more
You came into my heart that night
you gave me peace took all my fright

you came you taught you showed the way
for all those thousand times I prayed
I never thought you´d go away
I have regretts I should have stayed

I see them but they feel
i´m nothing but an eel
sliding through their trial
giving them their heil

the call me just a rat
i´d hit them with a bat
I see them, what they feel
an eagle is no eel
my friend

going for their goal to prowl
it´s written in my soul to howl
I see them I am near, I fear
But me they cannot ever hear

Bridge or something
(A worthless fucking family
whom think they´re always calling me
they never cared they never spared
the fucking bitches (swearing in french))


...


6 Poetry instead

Frossne bladet.
Livet så vakkert.
Duggen i morgensol.
Slukker min sjel
Livet så mørkt.
Solen så rød.
Hvorfor så vakkert.
Tilgitt.
Forsvinn bort i støvet
Langt bort ifra omverden
Mere enn nå
var alltid for litet


Livet så mørkt
Seks fot under
d under løvet
molden så svart

Epletreet står ensomt i hagen
all frukt er fallen
og bladene frossne
det som ei var
ble alltid for mye
og ingen kom til mennesket
alene

langt bort ifra omverdenen en gård
omgitt av fjell i lyse farger, som strekker seg høyt oppimot solen
en utslitt vandrer vandrer enn
fem hundre mil ifra solen
i dype dalers uendelighet
vil han noengang nå frem

Fra skogens land til en fremmed strand
han vandret ned i oppgjørets time
Lyshåret stolthet under regnbuens farger
fra havets rand til kraterets rygg
knuget, ikke knust


Fra sorte sorgs uendelig dal
til høye fjellets rike sal
i menneskekamp for liv og fred
for alt jeg engang vant og led
et kirkeskip på vei mot høst
det lider enn, har ingen trust (fund)
og i sin glemte vakkre last
du finner meg stakkars låst fast
jeg hører rop, jeg ser på krig
men i min mast jeg leder flid

...



7 Som når tusen åkre brant:

ref:
Som når tusen åkre brant,
slik var smerten i mitt hjerte

da jeg savnet deg min venn
så nær men likevel så borte

kunne jeg se ditt hjerte
dine myke leppers smil

elske din kropp og hjerte
men ikke være deg nær

chorus:
mitt hjerte flammer opp som glør ifra tusen skår som brant ut
i en vakker sommer dag
kald og kjølig varm som dine hender lengter etter lyset
den vakker sommer dag, som svant raskt ut i vinter

ref:
Var det virkelig ett?
Var vi to, kjærlek der vi stod

Var det lov eller likevel borte
som flammen lengter etter regn

hvor vi gravde et spor en morgen
plantet frø men det ryker i åkern

for mitt hjerte´s indre kull,
som lengtet etter kjærleik

bridge
tåre-arr som syre svir min henders gniss
tåpe røsker tryne de griser inn mitt kiss

slutt
hundre ganger nær,
og tusen ganger borte
hvor er hjertets kjærlighet
i lys og håp om nåde


...


8 Silver

verses

tralalalala                         tralalalala         tralala                     lalala    la   la     la

am                                    e                       dm                         am        e   am   e
What can we understand of each others, moments we have lost oh long ago

tralalalalal      lalalalala             lala     lala      la                lala     la

dm                  g                         am     em       am              h        am
silver smile, a little while, whiiile I play sorrows tune lonely child
what can we understand of each other, always play our own harp
your beautiful heart, is nowhere hard, but your soul lingers still wherever you lie

I am a whimp, and I´m not a pimp, and my limbs are going limp when I see you
I want to feel, and heal your heart, but I`m rather better, smart, I think
So the distance between, the long and the mean, the sorrow so it seams
I`ll be howling for you, cause your pretty too, to long to stay in dark, I feel you

I play a little tune, but all too soon, for sorrows bloom, when I am boon
companions of life, a darkened castle fail, longing for the life in hail
feel free to speak, I´m a little meek, but I´d love you strong my heart it´s bleek
for I`ll thong you dear, show a little fear, but I long for you´re brave heart`s cheer


those were moments ago, I am different now, and the fear I feel in winter snow
for I wronged you my dear, I´m an outside deer, but I´ll give you some of my beer
wild and free, if you could see me, and I hoped it would go away, your senses
emotions of snow, I am listening now, would you please let me understand, you`ll bow

chorus
tralalalala             lalalalala                                    lalala    lala               lala      la
g                          dm                                             am        em               h          am
you are loving so kind, cannot feed my mind, but I hope I will see you too my love
in a lonely room, would you please speak soon, or else I will find my broom
what a prison of mind, may I sweep them kind, away from your broken heart
cry in the shade, oh beautifull babe, and I´ll grieve over my lost keef
and you`ll grieve over my lost keef
they´ll grieve over our lost spliff



...



Snowman
Im a snowman, cold and winter heart
nothing good comes
if only all would freeze
their death be like me
when the sun comes daring
christ rides the sky

longing for the night

darkened blue
shadow lives
I stand cold
feeling old

the power of heaven
hoardes of hell
I see them
frozen angels
winterheart
longing back

darkened blue
shadow lives
I stand cold
feeling old

born of nothing
warm summer heart
the land of Egypt
frozen north
set sail once more
one day free again

darkened blue
shadow lives
I stand cold
growing old

...

Pool of blood

One day I woke up
screening myself
through the I must
christian life
in the shit
they throw shit
The angel cursed
why I woke up
I could hear snowflakes fall
and dream the dream
I have never seen

dead angels grow
somewhere die
in the nest of the crow
Gabe told them fly
silent Hell
and Heavens gate
fly angels fly

for the souls in my dream
were a brother of blood
they were skinned alive
by humans
not a voice in the wind
called to God all that night
while the fullmoon cried
mother earth
what have you done

...


I et ørnerede hvor jeg høyt ble født
hvor lenge siden det som var dødt
på ny kunne grense til det levende land
hvor tiden rommer vår evige gang
hvor død blir fødsel på ny igjen

...

Thomas/Judas is rising:

Killing my family!!
By the Angel of Vengeance!
Ice cold and evil!
Angel of the Lord!

Wrath of the Templars!
Revealing the mystery.
The shroud of the Jesus.
Eventually will fall!

Forged out of pain,
from chaos to destiny!
Bringer of love
forever demising!
Judas is rising!

The jews have their right!
The kingdom of David.
Anointed by heaven!
Great King of the world!

The norwegian sinners!
Come beg for mercy.
Your right will be forged.
Come fight by my side.

Forged out of pain,
from chaos to destiny!
Bringer of love
forever demising!
Judas is rising!

The rising of Judas!
Truthfull and justice!
Dark plan of Fleischers!
Your kingdom is ours!

Erasing humanity!
Your revelation!
No time to pray!
For none will be saved!

Forged out of pain,
from chaos to destiny!
Bringer of love
forever demising!
Judas is rising


...

HOLY G


The holy grail
Through lonesome stubborness
A safest rail
to excited fierceness
The holy grail
Through endless night
Overcome our frights
And heaven calls
to save us all
The holy grail
We cannot fail
We cannot fathom
Pierce through the veil
Like junior Sathom
The holy grail
Reborn anew
To eternity sail
Say to the through
The holy grail
And endless flowers
from broken dreams
The spire that towers
to eternity it seams
The holy grail
We roam around
We will abound
cause heavenly realms
are protectors helms
The holy grail
From Davids root
A sprout will shoot
And forever live
for to heavens give
the holy grail
the seeds of stars
to them we hail
from earth to mars
you´ve read my mail
The holy grail

...

Most of these poems suck and are unedited.
Thank you!





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